《I Didn’t Sleep That Month》
詞曲：小兵 -
— a song never sent to her (娃娃)
你知道嗎？
我很羨慕、也很忌妒她。
I washed the same cup every night
Kept the lights low, didn't feel right
Your mug sat on the second shelf
But I drank alone, talked to myself
I read the message more than twice
In your words, I heard goodbyes
You know… I envy her, I’m jealous too.
God, Wawa, if only you knew—
I didn’t change that line in my ID
Not because I love her more than me
But every time I looked at that name
I remembered how I let her take the blame
You asked me where you belong
In a heart still holding on too long
But I swear to you, if I could
I’d show you the page where your name stood
I didn’t sleep that month
Not a night, not once
I walked the floor like counting sins
Playing back every what if again
And if I didn’t reply, it’s ‘cause I bled
Trying to find the right words in my head
But there’s no song I could ever write
That would make this feel right
I wanted to tell you that you were the light
That your jealousy meant you were still in the fight
But I was a coward with too much shame
Holding onto past love like it’s some kind of flame
I didn’t sleep that month
But I dreamed of you a ton
In every one, you turned to go
And I never stopped you—
That’s what hurts the most
So here’s the song I wrote in the dark
Where your name still flickers in my heart
If you ever wonder if I cared enough—
Know that I didn’t sleep
That whole damn month
#原創音樂 #小兵 #娃娃 #I Didn’t Sleep That Month
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6xD_b1y9F0
詞曲：小兵 -
— a song never sent to her (娃娃)
你知道嗎？
我很羨慕、也很忌妒她。
I washed the same cup every night
Kept the lights low, didn't feel right
Your mug sat on the second shelf
But I drank alone, talked to myself
I read the message more than twice
In your words, I heard goodbyes
You know… I envy her, I’m jealous too.
God, Wawa, if only you knew—
I didn’t change that line in my ID
Not because I love her more than me
But every time I looked at that name
I remembered how I let her take the blame
You asked me where you belong
In a heart still holding on too long
But I swear to you, if I could
I’d show you the page where your name stood
I didn’t sleep that month
Not a night, not once
I walked the floor like counting sins
Playing back every what if again
And if I didn’t reply, it’s ‘cause I bled
Trying to find the right words in my head
But there’s no song I could ever write
That would make this feel right
I wanted to tell you that you were the light
That your jealousy meant you were still in the fight
But I was a coward with too much shame
Holding onto past love like it’s some kind of flame
I didn’t sleep that month
But I dreamed of you a ton
In every one, you turned to go
And I never stopped you—
That’s what hurts the most
So here’s the song I wrote in the dark
Where your name still flickers in my heart
If you ever wonder if I cared enough—
Know that I didn’t sleep
That whole damn month
#原創音樂 #小兵 #娃娃 #I Didn’t Sleep That Month
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6xD_b1y9F0
《I Didn’t Sleep That Month》
詞曲：小兵 -
— a song never sent to her (娃娃)
你知道嗎？
我很羨慕、也很忌妒她。
I washed the same cup every night
Kept the lights low, didn't feel right
Your mug sat on the second shelf
But I drank alone, talked to myself
I read the message more than twice
In your words, I heard goodbyes
You know… I envy her, I’m jealous too.
God, Wawa, if only you knew—
I didn’t change that line in my ID
Not because I love her more than me
But every time I looked at that name
I remembered how I let her take the blame
You asked me where you belong
In a heart still holding on too long
But I swear to you, if I could
I’d show you the page where your name stood
I didn’t sleep that month
Not a night, not once
I walked the floor like counting sins
Playing back every what if again
And if I didn’t reply, it’s ‘cause I bled
Trying to find the right words in my head
But there’s no song I could ever write
That would make this feel right
I wanted to tell you that you were the light
That your jealousy meant you were still in the fight
But I was a coward with too much shame
Holding onto past love like it’s some kind of flame
I didn’t sleep that month
But I dreamed of you a ton
In every one, you turned to go
And I never stopped you—
That’s what hurts the most
So here’s the song I wrote in the dark
Where your name still flickers in my heart
If you ever wonder if I cared enough—
Know that I didn’t sleep
That whole damn month
#原創音樂 #小兵 #娃娃 #I Didn’t Sleep That Month
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6xD_b1y9F0
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