《I Didn’t Sleep That Month》 詞曲：小兵 - — a song never sent to her (娃娃) 你知道嗎？ 我很羨慕、也很忌妒她。 I washed the same cup every night Kept the lights low, didn't feel right Your mug sat on the second shelf But I drank alone, talked to myself I read the message more than twice In your words, I heard goodbyes You know… I envy her, I’m jealous too. God, Wawa, if only you knew— I didn’t change that line in my ID Not because I love her more than me But every time I looked at that name I remembered how I let her take the blame You asked me where you belong In a heart still holding on too long But I swear to you, if I could I’d show you the page where your name stood I didn’t sleep that month Not a night, not once I walked the floor like counting sins Playing back every what if again And if I didn’t reply, it’s ‘cause I bled Trying to find the right words in my head But there’s no song I could ever write That would make this feel right I wanted to tell you that you were the light That your jealousy meant you were still in the fight But I was a coward with too much shame Holding onto past love like it’s some kind of flame I didn’t sleep that month But I dreamed of you a ton In every one, you turned to go And I never stopped you— That’s what hurts the most So here’s the song I wrote in the dark Where your name still flickers in my heart If you ever wonder if I cared enough— Know that I didn’t sleep That whole damn month #原創音樂 #小兵 #娃娃 #I Didn’t Sleep That Month https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6xD_b1y9F0